comeback

hello there
the angel from my nightmare.
The shadow in the background of them all
the unsuspecting victim
of darkness in the valley
we can live like jack and sally if you want

blink 182's i miss you





its boring. school. I can go through one whole day of school without laughing. SOme days are so grey, while others are full of color.

Looking at our junior class, i guess i envy their carefreeness and joy, knowing they can slack and still put in enough work to catch up. Its such a luxury, something i cant afford.

Its so cutthroat. One bad performance and im out of the team. One missed lecture and i fall so far behind. This is evident in my aptitude, or rather the lack of aptitude in vectors.

it sucks. so badly.

The heart of worship

As the music fades
all is stripped away
and i simply come,
Longing just to bring
something that's of worth
that would bless your heart.

toe!

my toe is utterly completely destroyed.

This apparently is due to a most monstrous malady known as the ingrown toe nail. This sympton is apparently due to a lack of sense of direction on the proteins forming your toenail, resulting in it growing sideways and straight into the walls of your flesh rather than covering the toe as all good nails are supposed to do. Oh well.


just came back after a most horrifying h3 lesson. it was really bad.

sick

i stayed at home today after mugging the night before in a bid to finish homework that was due a week ago.

This might after all beg the question why not just pon today, sleep early last night and finish the work today?

answer is i don't know.

I cant remember the last time hwa chong soccer team kicked a ball. i think its the match against njc. from that time on every single training session has bben a get-your-heartbeat-to-180-while-running session. physically and mentally draining as it may be, i can feel myself improving. gotta run!



I got to work harder and stretch myself. If im going to get cut, its cause im not good enough. not because i didn't try hard enough.





we simply got to be stronger faster better

battle of bukit timah

No this post has nothing to do with the heroic efforts of a certain malay corporal who fought bravely fighting the japanese soldiers during world war 2 and was captured and bayoneted to his death tied to a tree. It is not even about war though there is some element of violence, blood and thunder and grass involved.
Hwachong is playing Njc tomorrow at their home ground and it represents a bittersweet homecoming of sorts for me. I know i have said this countless of times to the readers of this rather pathetic website but NJC soccer team has one of the fondest and most unforgettable memories in my brain. The other memories etched in my brain are rather obscene and i would rather not type them out.

The point is that the team spirit there is the strongest i have ever felt or have the misfortune of leaving. I wish i didn't but things happen and i don't want to look back.

I still remember shouting at each other encouraging each other to complete the diabolical fitness plans formulated by a certain PE teacher. We finished the runs TOGETHER as a TEAM and we pushed each other all the way, no matter how fast we were pushed to.

Maybe people from HC soccer wonder why i keep shouting during pt sessions or in a match. Maybe they wonder why i keep insisting we stick together. I wonder if they think im just acting like some big shot upsetting their social circles. I wonder.
When will you people get that its not about YOU. You are only as strong as your weakest man.

So what if you can complete 1km in 3 minutes. the bugger next to you who can only do 1 km in 7 minutes will get raped by the fitter meaner players in A div.

it ends tomorrow

Its the day before school officially restarts. Given the amount of homework i have done, rather the amount that i have not done, i should be panicking. But who gives a damn.

Recently, ramesh has been cutting people, dropping people from the team. I'm scared. I suppose everyone in the team is at one point or another frightened. From what i see, the J2s left are more or less of equal standard where no one really deserves to get cut. Which makes it possible that anyone anywhere will get cut. This is bad. There are currently 4 defenders left, making me greg, felix and kc. I am of the opinion that its a fight between me and KC, while everyone tells me 4 senior defenders is good.



so raise your glass high, for tomorrow we die.



CHASE SEASON 2 RETURNS!!!!